Worried and concerned

I am writing to say that I am very concerned about the state of the NHS. It has been underfunded for years and partly privatised. The Germans spend three times more on their health system and they don’t even have an NHS. 

I am also worried about myself. I have Progressive MS and I know that I am getting a lot worse. I need more physiotherapy and in general I need lots more help. 
I wish that I had kept a diary but I didn’t and I cannot remember anything. I know that I’ve had MS for years and I have got a lot worse. It is hard to be brave but I know that I have to think about other things. I am lucky that I have really lovely carers – they are all really nice. 

I used to teach French and Russian in Secondary schools. I really enjoyed it and I’m glad that I have kept in touch with people. I do miss contact with other people and chatting about things in the staff room. My French is rusty now. I wish that I had paid more attention to languages. 

I also used to teach in schools for children with disabilities.